Super Show 2 made me had the urge to board the plane and head to thailand on the 28th ! I am dying to see my angel !!! Impossible to do so i think .Unless miracles exsisted.

My last impression of thailand was... Sec 1 i think ? When Jia Xin brought combs and mirrors set enough to open a "more than words"(i would always mention that she is crazy enough to get so many sets of those) and she was in her seat telling me when i walked over " I am giving this to so so so and so on."She got me a undersize tee which didn"t fit me hilarious.

Intended to have a singing session at the k box, but something cropped up and we had a change of plan . Went to have dinner with Jia Xin's family . Her mum's treat thanks ~!

I didn't have any better words / sentences/reasoning to rebuke ,the only words which i have said was "i really wanted to go as i really wanted to go " crappy enough? I was really in a state where i am lost for words.
Lost of words as there was something i am trying to keep .
I just can't let it out that "I WANT TO SEE THEM ~! I WANT TO SEE THEM BADLY! "
I know that once i let that sentence out the chances of going are slimer.
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I am desperately finding a way to go but..
Totally helplessly struggling and nobody is there to help me out .
Nevermind ! I give up ! Totally sick and tired of struggling.
The idea of going would just vanish from this moment onwards.
Things are not getting any better!
Examinations are driving me crazy. First paper was totally a killer . Second paper , had the desire to do well but do not have what it takes to do well . I guess i wrote crap for that paper again .

I am sorry!
Ending here with another huge sigh ~!